super-f*^**in-fabulous trip to Penang!

juz finished Rocs blog & i had to pen this down before it goes too stale to be told...
this weekend is the following weekend from our unforgettable trip to Penang. Well said Roc bout this being the first of many more trips to come.
She n another well meanin friend, Jay arranged tis weekend get-away for me since its the weekend just befor my official turning into a 26 year old. It was a surprise to me until i got to the place. Every single moment of our journey together was memorable. We took the train wher Preshnan followed us. Thank God it was a berth that we chose. We slept for some good 7 hours, the first hour was spent recording the departure. N then we sat n chit chatted for a bit before sneaking around in the train looking for the cafeteria for some food. We ordered a hot plate of fried rice and keay teow.
Of course me, as usual had to check out the toilets in almost all places i go to. The toilet was very basic. I went in when the train stopped at a station. but we never left the train at all throughout the journey. When we got back Preshnan was already fast asleep. We got into our own bunks and slept off. I kept waking up frequently during the first hour, afraid that we might miss our stop and end up at the borders of Thailand.
However, my anticipation lessened after a while coz i was being lulled by the swaying of the train while it was moving. It felt very comforting to feel the train move since it brings back many many memories of the past...

The train has always been our only mode of travel between cities coz anya was a KTM staff. So he had many privilleges we could use and besides that, it was always more convenient for both anya and ma to handle all of us children who were very little then on a train than they would in a bus. So yea.. we've had many memorable trips up-North and down-South on the train, in the mornin, afternoon, night.. we've been thru it all.. So part of me was re-living all the memories throughout the journey.

Okay... now i'm reminising again... BUT i've smttg more important to do at the moment. The Income Tax submission is due tomorrow! ANd i'm still tryin to get thru the online submission which is to no avail. N i've 3 other important tasks at hand as well... so i've gotta pen off for now... Will continue over the 'holiday' if at all... till den... chiaos de mous

countdown to relaxation.... :)

Countdown to secret vacation wit Roc is down to ONE day today. Leavin on a train on Friday evenin. Yay...
Dis' gonna be my train ride to a different state after a very very long time. In fact, its been years since i last did. Details of the trip will follow once i get back. For now, the preparation is keeping me excited. Nothing seems to be that interesting except for that one particular object of affection which never seem to leave my head. Anyways, will drop by again to fill dis in... Chiaos

re-alignment of focus

Well well well... it feels like ages since i last visited this site.. if it was a house, i'd have had to clear go through cob-webs to get to in.. sigh.. Lots had happened around me and to me tht i could nt spend time to write it all down but had to live it first. Finally, when the storm has finally calmed, here i am, penning it down again.

I din exactly wake up to smell the fresh bloomed flowers. Neither did i had to hang by a thread, day in day out. Its been an in-between state. There were moments of joy n there were pain as well. one day i was in cloud 9 and a complete fool the very next - on April 1st to be exact. For once in my entire life, i felt as if i've lived April 1st to its traditional "April fools day". Why? Becoz i felt like a complete idiot on that day... in fact... i still do. But guess what ? Life goes on...

how exactly would i put this... i can't seem to string any english word that i know of to make a sentence out of it that would make sense to the person reading this. But you know what ? you are not alone coz i am as confused as you are.

My life has become a joke to myself... Bt u know what... above all the shit holes i got myself into here and there, i am still very grateful for the people around me who are very dear to me...

My closest frens... my mum... i love you all.. thank you so muc... for putting things into perspective for me. wher would i be without y'all....


muaaazxxx.... n hugs!