Death...

can u imagine if one day you wake up, and the same day, you die? to me, i would always opt for a natural and peaceful death. I would of course like my loved ones by my side. Actually, i will only want the people who will really really miss me to be by my side, holding my hand and guiding me to face my creator. Some1 who knows my fears and will tell me that everything is gonna be alright. Hopefully by then, i would have completed my obligations to the ones who brought me into this world, helped me grow up and stayed by my side when the going was rough. & also hopefully, by then the one who is meant for me will realise that I am the 1 he has been lookin for all his life, he'll be ever so grateful for having found me and he'll treasure me like no other because by then he'd be hurt olready and knows how it feels. So, he'll not want to put me thru the same pain and we'll fight & make love just as well.. & we'll stay up till late at night to gaze at the stars while lying on the grass & talkin & laughing just about anything & everything. & when we are old and gray, we'll sit at the porch and look at our 4 kids playing with the family dog. & at ChristmasTime, we'll catch a family photo & post it infront of our own-made card to our relatives & close friends. With our family dog of course! :-)
Well... so much for wishful thinking